Thursday, August 28, 2008


Seriously? Why did my boss have to come to work sick so she could get me sick just in time for my weekend away... something I have been looking forward to for two years?????? I think I am still going to push through, but I am going to be miserable and certainly not enjoy myself as much as I would had her diseased ass had just stayed home, or maybe had just kept her slimy snot and germ ridden hands off the copier, the refrigerator, or paperwork on my desk. I fucking hate her even more right now.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Grand Ole Party and The Black Keys

Saw them last night at the House of Blues Anaheim. Best show I have seen in a LONG time. If you have a chance to check either of them out (or both if you are lucky like I was), I highly recommend it.

Grand Ole Party

The Black Keys

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Now I really hate my life

It starts with really hating your job. Not just disliking it, but REALLY hating it. Not respecting your new boss starts it off, and then having to jump through hoops, sit through 7 hours minimum of meetings a week, and having completely unrealistic expectations to meet, you kinda lose your motivation. I used to love my job, now I hate every second of it. So much so, that I am looking to completely change careers.

If that wasn't bad enough, my husband is completely unsympathetic and does not understand. I'm really starting to rethink our relationship. I thought I knew him, but I guess we've never been through this kind of stress before in the 5.5 years we have been together.

So TTC is being put on hold. I don't even want to temp, take my vitamins, or finger myself to see how my CM is doing. I've been applying to jobs, but no bites yet. Revamped my resume and cover letter - hopefully it is snazzy enough to get someone's attention. Right now I am really wondering what the point of all this is? I can't deal if my job, my marriage, and my life just sucks all around. I guess I need counseling and/or drugs.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Kitty needs home

A friend of a CW is trying to find someone to adopt this kitty. She apparently found him in the streets of South Central LA, almost dead, malnourished, and flea anemic. He has since been nursed back to health. I am trying to talk H into it, but thought I would share with my Nesties as well. The friend would keep him, but she already has 5 cats, and CW is allergic.

Time Flies

I can't believe it's been over three weeks since my last post. Seriously, I am a slacker. Lots of stuff has happened, but I don't even know where to start! Let's see...
1. I did a 12 mile run a little over a week ago. Go me! It definitely improved my confidence for the half! And I still have almost 8 weeks left of training! Yay!
2. Still dealing with my messed up uterus, but since I also need a new job, I'm trying not to worry about it, since I will need to be in the new job for about three months before I would qualify for the FMLA time off.
3. I decided to do the California Dreamin' Series - I mean how fun! I'm already doing Long Beach, had already planned on doing Surf City, and San Francisco would be super duper cool. Plus you get the satisfaction and the extra medal and a jacket! How could I not do the race?
4. I have been hovering at 170 again - 170 one week, 169 the next, 170 again the week after. Well, it's better than a gain!
5. I am currently without a gym. It's a little scary - I need to get my 24 Hour membership going I think... I was just waiting to see if I was going to get a job with a gym included (there is one, I swear!) Though I probably still need a 24 membership to work out with my friends.

I think that's it, but I promise to post more often!